prayer

please keep me in your prayers while im in this season. about to have my baby next week and ive been feeling stressed out by doctors because being touched and or examined is triggering for me. the act of laying back on the hospital bed while someone does an exam is freaking me out. trying to maneuver around this difficult time. having an incredibly hard time talking about the experience with anyone. wanted to let my doctor know how triggering it is for me to be touched but the words get caught in my throat. its so hard for me to talk about and im afraid a lot of the time. i just want peace.