Always anxious

I’ve always suffered with anxiety but since my husband and I got married I rarely have it anymore❤️ up until recently. He is getting deployed in July and the closer the day comes the more and more anxiety I have been having. It doesn’t help that I’m 27 Weeks pregnant and he won’t be here when we welcome our baby girl into the world.

I try to hide how anxious I am because I know it makes him feel bad. Even though it shouldn’t because its not his fault. No matter what I tell him tho it doesn’t make him feel much better about it.

It’s getting to the point where I’m having anxiety attacks every night now. Any advice from someone who’s dealt with a deployment before?