I’m 32 years old, 3 pregnancy’s first was aborted 9 years ago, 2nd spontaneous abortion/miscarriage 7 years ago and now an ectopic pregnancy in January of this year resulting in having one of my tubes removed. After coming out of my depression (or at least for now) I realized I had PTSD and was terrified every month that somehow I would get pregnant again and it would result in another ectopic taking the only tube I have left. I’ve literally taken a pregnancy test every month since, period or not because I had a period with my ectopic so I can’t even trust the one thing that’s supposed to tell me I’m not pregnant. I want so desperately to become pregnant. I wonder if anyone else has had trouble getting pregnant after a Having a tube removed. Because in my head It feels like it will be near impossible for me to conceive due to my history...and now this. It’s like every card is stacked against me including my age and now missing parts. I feel like a failure, I never thought I would be that 30 something TRYING to get pregnant..😔😢