So I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 months to be friends with him because my life has gotten really hard lately. Honestly I feel like I’ll never understand love. To me I just wanna run away before it gets too deep because idk how to love. My dad left this past summer and he’s not a big part of my life every time he visits o either get disappointed or emotional. He’s so abusive. And I feel like because of my relationship with him, i don’t know Love. Idk :/

Just Fatherless daughter.