I feel so lost and alone. I feel like I’ve completely lost my life. I’ve lost 3 pregnancies and my significant other is a drug dealer. My life feels so trapped, I’m currently going back on birth control. I don’t want a baby now. I can’t handle how my life’s turning right now. It breaks my heart as to where I have literal pains in my chest writing this. I shouldn’t feel alone in my life and in my relationship.