Love and life

Finding love when your 19 and go to school full time work a part time job at night and trying to become and artist so you have to find time between life work homework and painting to find someone to love or look for a relationship is hard ! I keep meeting guys through friends or apps but I am just constantly busy and it hard to find time to actually meet or even hang out , I feel like I’m missing out I mean that’s the point of being young right ? Am I doing it wrong I mean I’ve never had sex and I’ve only been kissed by one guy and he friend zoned me ! Idk how to be “normal “ but honestly I love who I am I just want to find someone who fits into my crazy busy life and loved me for me is that crazy to think someone out there like that is real ! Idk just venting! Feel like I’m growing up faster then my friends and missing out on to much but that’s being a adult right?