I hate this. 😭😭

All I wanted was to be able to wake up and get that positive so I could wake him up happy to say happy fathers day. Weve had miscarriages in the past and I had a feeling I was pregnant. But no. We havent even really been trying we just have sex unprotected and whatever happens happens but I know he would have been happy if this happened but no. All of my doctors believe that i will never have kids. If i do become pregnant the baby will continue to detach and I will lose it. The depression is real