Stillborn baby girl

I had my daughter yesterday morning after finding out she had passed on Wednesday for no reason at all as far as we know at the moment. She just stopped moving. I’m currently broken, don’t think I’ll ever go a day without crying again. She looked so much like her dad but with my dark hair, a lot of it. I don’t understand why everyone else was leaving with baby’s and we was leaving with a box when she was due home in 28 days.

I’m craving a baby, I want to try again instantly. Not to replace her but just to know how it feels to have a baby to care for. How long did others wait?