So my boyfriend and I are ttc and have been trying to for the last six months. I was married beforehand and ttc and had no luck. That marriage ended do to abuse. I also have had chlamydia before which I think is the problem.

I gave my boyfriend an ultimatum this morning and told him “if I’m not pregnant by January that I’m going to leave him so he can go on to have kids with someone else instead of being stuck with someone who can’t” because he doesn’t deserve that.

He pulled me close to him and said he will never leave. God will bless us when it is time for me to carry our child and if that time doesn’t come there are other options.

Sometimes I feel as if I don’t deserve him. He is amazing to me. I hope one day a miracle will happen and I will be able to carry his children 💗