And I am honestly SO SCARED. The emergency csection I had with my daughter was really traumatic for me (the surgery itself, not the recovery which was surprisingly easy). THIS is the part I’ve been dreading for 9 months and now that it’s finally here, I can’t stop thinking about it. It makes my stomach hurt. I just lay awake at night thinking about every little thing that can go wrong, along with all the things that DID go wrong with my first. Just hoping the surgery is as quick as possible so I can have my baby in my arms 😭