I'm more thankful for how it turned out than I can express. Although I wish it was something that I could have enjoyed more. My family isnt used to parties, strangers or bigger events in general so they were so stressed out I really struggled to keep it from bleeding into me. Even though they paid for most of it and technically threw it for us, I am extremely tired from 2 weeks of running around preparing for it and dealing with my step moms craziness. Now I feel like I could sleep for a week atleast lol.

As happy as I am to be past this, I'm even more happy and grateful that it happened at all. Everything was worth everything. My babygirl received some really nice gifts. The people in my life showed up to love and support us. We got to eat yummy barbeque and cupcakes with friends, family and coworkers. We got to celebrate our baby. She means everything in this world to us. I'm so happy to have persevered through the struggles to try to show her that to be true. I promise to continue to do that for her as long as there is oxygen in my lungs. My wish for anyone who may have anxiety or fears about your own is to keep your mind and eyes on the big picture. The real meanings of things and stay positive. It will be worth it. 🌻💕🌷