I miss my best friend. She wasn’t there for me during my childs birth or wedding but she was my best friend all my childhood growing up. I haven’t spoken to her since she backed out of being my maid of honor. It’s been 6 years now. I’ve been going through secondary infertility for 4 1/2 years now and sometimes I just wish I had a close friend to talk to. Family is very supportive but sometimes I just wish I had a girlfriend to vent to and be mad with me.