During this pregnancy I had a work colleague who was also pregnant and at the same gestation as me and our due dates were only 4 days apart.

Today I learned that she gave birth early this morning and her child was still born.

This has thrown me into panic and worry. My husband’s cousin also experienced a 37w still birth in January.

I’m 37w this Friday.

I have an OB appointment tomorrow where I will be learning my induction date but I can’t help but feel so much anxiety as my turn comes.

I cannot even imagine what these two women feel but I can’t seem to do anything but worry about my own situation now.