I’m willing ....

Yari

I’m willing to throw up every day

I’m willing to have a rough pregnancy

I’m willing to be sick and sad and happy and nauseous and scared and excited

I’m willing to go through the labor, EVEN without medicine

I’m willing to carry full term and then some

I’m willing to be miserable for ten months

Please God just bless me with the opportunity to have a baby.

Please just let me see that little pink plus sign

Please let my belly grow

Please let me feel the kicks and the butterflies

Please let me feel the cravings and the exhaustion

Please let me feel the contractions

Please let me watch my child come into the world

Please God just bless me with the opportunity to have a baby.