I was molested

I was molested since the age of 4 until the age of 7 or 8. By cousins and other people i don’t want to name. Now being 19 i noticed the amount of damage it caused me mentally. I cant even be alone with a guy without feeling scared or i cant be alone with a guy without wanting sex. Its hard to explain it just killed the way i see men in my life and the way i portray things to be.