Lately I’ve been an emotional wreck! Like I cry EVERYDAY because I have yet to find a job, these bills are piling up and, I’m not happy at home, we spend no time together, I’m not sexually satisfied, i still get emotional after looking at some of you ladies baby pictures cause I lost my baby last year due to an ectopic pregnancy and have yet to conceive but anywho it’s hard y’all especially in my small town, you have to know someone in order to get a job here, if I could just move to another state and start over I would. No I’m not running away from my problems, only for better opportunities, not asking for any sympathy or anything I just wanted to let this out since I have no one to talk to.