Soooo I'm not the smallest woman. I've been on a weight loss journey for about 7 months now and so far I've gone from 190 pounds to 163. I still have a ways to go (with my body type I should probably weigh around 140).

Last night my boyfriend and I was talking and I was like "babe do you think I'm chubby" and he goes "nooo you're perfect. You arent fat or chubby but you arent skinny. You're just fit. You could be more fit but youre on your journey"...idk. that just kinda rubbed me wrong😔 and then tonight he invited me to his friend's 4th of July party and I asked if they usually swim and if I needed to bring a swimsuit and he goes yeah.. if you want to. You dont have to tho..

Is he embarrassed of me because I'm not small? He's seen me with my shirt off and I dont have the cute flat toned tummy.

I tend to overthink things tho and I'm on my period so I'm already emotional😂🤷🏽‍♀️ tell me what I should be thinking ab this...