I can’t even get on this app anymore..seeing period 56 days late knowing I’m not pregnant anymore bothers me . I had the worse morning sickness when I was pregnant with my twins and now I miss it ...after first I would complain about it but now , I wouldn’t even care 😭.. every sight of a baby or a pregnant woman makes me tear up. Why did my body fail me I was going to find out the gender this week 💔.. Am I not meant to be a mother to more kids ? I feel like I’m running out of time. My son is 3 and I don’t want my kids to be to far apart .. 😔. I’m still trying to find the best way to wrap my mind around this situation. People ask me if I’m ok and I try to smile through the pain because they’ll never understand anyways unless they’ve actually been through it . I feel so alone. And it sucks. If I was still pregnant I would been a single mother which I would of not wanted .. I mean I already am but I told myself if I ever got pregnant again , it would be someone I plan on spending my life with .. so I guess everything happened that way it was supposed to..