Why??????

Heather

Today I am in the process of losing my rainbow baby 😭. A week from today would of been exactly 6 months since I found out about my mmc with my first. I am completely devastated! I feel like a failure. Why can’t I carry a child?!? I am just so lost and in a very dark place right now. To make matters worse my birthday is Sunday 😭😭😭😭😭.