Yesterday, we had English and he was in my class. I was thinking about talking to him but didn’t think I would actually go up to him and say whatever I said. So I went up to him at 12:30pm and said “hey can we talk at lunch?” And he said “yeah sure” so I was like thank god. We go outside and he stayed in for a bit to hand in some assessment to the teacher so I went outside to wait with my friends and I was having a full on panic attack. Anyway, he comes out and we walk around. We asked each other shit, I told him that I wanted to be friends again and he was hesitant to say yes so I didn’t force him or anything. The bell went so we walked to maths down in the junior school and as we were about to walk upstairs, he grabs my arm and says “let’s walk around for a bit” so I was like aight bet, we walk around...kinda turned into the whole period so we wagged 4th just to catch up and hang out. After school, we walk around more and go to get food together then we go for a walk around our suburb. I said “I would never lie like ask me anything and it will be the honest truth” and he said “do you still love me?” my dumbass started to tear up and without hesitation I said “yes” and yeah. It was like old times and he saw my mum again, she was happy when they hugged. We dropped him home and as soon as he got out, I started crying again lol