I think so much about things in a negative manner that I almost have panic attacks constantly. I have very low, lows it feels like.

To break it down in a short manner- I genuinely feel like EVERYONE doesn’t like me. Doesn’t matter if they are nice to me or act like they like me, I for some reason feel like they don’t like me/talk shit about me.

I am incredibly socially awkward and feel anxiety in most social situations. I also have a hard time forming sentences that make sense when talking to coworkers/bosses.

I feel like my bosses hate me (they are nice to me) I feel like my coworkers don’t like me either (again, they are all very nice people) but for some reason I feel like the new people that got hired, are liked more. I read people’s facial expressions as they don’t like me 99% of the time.

I cannot stress enough how much I CAN NOT start conversation with people. It makes me feel so alone and anxious.

But.. why do I feel like no one likes me?

This is such a weird feeling. I wish I was outgoing. I am afraid to be because I’m afraid of people not liking me.

I always feel like someone is out to get me.

Is this normal? I can explain further/answer questions in the comments.

Just please give insight. This is such a dragging/heavy feeling daily.