He took the condom off in the middle of sex

I feel so freaking violated. I’ve had sex with this guy on the regular. I’ve known him for forever. We switch positions during sex and he puts his hand down to put himself back inside of me. He moves his hand after he was back inside of me and had it balled into a fist. Something made me check his hand so I stuck my fingers in his fist and the condom was in there. I hopped up so quick and put my clothes on. He’s telling me sorry and saying let’s talking about it. There was nothing to talk about. He couldn’t give me the common decency to speak to me about wanting to do that and to not violate me like that so why should I bother talking about anything. I left so quick. I’ve never felt so violated in my entire life. I’ve always been so paranoid about making the condom stayed on and checking whenever we switched positions. It makes me wonder how long he’d been doing it to me. I feel so disgusting. Why would somebody do that? Like it’s ok to do to someone

To those saying it’s illegal: I don’t think stealthing is illegal in Georgia. I can’t find anything about it being illegal

Update: I have not seen about pressing charges. I don’t think I will. I personally just want to be done with the whole ordeal. What he did was seriously wrong, but I don’t think I can bring myself to have that much going on as far as involving the police or anything. It would just cause too much anxiety for me lol the initial experience was enough. I got tested although I know he’s clean. I’ve kept up on making sure he regularly got tested even though I know he’s only been with me so there’s nothing for me to worry about as far as that goes. Also thank you to everyone for the kind words. I truly needed to get that off of my chest. You guys are the only people that know lol.