today i lost my baby, today i had to tell my husband that we weren’t having a baby.. today i had to tell my family that even though i just told them i was pregnant that i now am not and explain that i wasn’t lying .. today i can’t breathe because my heart is up in heaven with my little one .. i don’t know what to do, how to feel.. one minute i’m crying the next minute i’m numb.. its an endless cycle that hasn’t stopped.. i want my baby. i want to continue building that nursery but i can’t. i have an angel baby now. i need advice though.. how long should my husband and i wait before TTC again .. we were super excited for this baby to start our family .. we still want that .. don’t get me wrong i’m scared crapless about getting pregnant again but i can’t let this feeling overcome me.. we need to continue to try and start our family again like we planned on but i don’t know how long to wait or when is safe ... please help me