I haven’t left the house in 5 days 😑

I realized today I haven’t left the house in five days and even then it was to my parents house for Father’s Day where my little one screamed and fussed. I sit here watching brain numbing tv on my tablet in bed while I told my hubby to go to Boston to see his college buddies and I’m home with the baby.

I feel like I’m tethered to my house. My anxious and tense all the time. I go back to work soon and I’m freaking out. I’m turning into an agoraphobic who has panic attacks anytime I leave the house.

I feel like in time it’ll get better but my hubby wants another baby ASAP. I’m losing myself!