Dry spell

Been 3 1/2 years since I dated. And over a year after I drunkenly had sex or even held a mans Hand. I’m YEARNING for some sort of interactions there than my hand. Opinions, comments, ideas, ect? Want to try a dildo, already fighting a little “addiction” to myself so that might just push me down a hole. OR how the HELL do y’all get THAT D APPOINTMENT