I feel like god has just skipped over me this year and blessed everyone around me with happiness in relationships and kids and here I am trying to remain positive when I want a happy family and a baby so bad then someone else gets pregnant when they don’t even want the baby and its like why is everyone getting blessings when they are the ones who are out doing drugs and not giving a single fuck about having what I wish for they are so un greatfull I just need advice right now 💔