Feel like a bad mom....

I feel like a horrible mom.....im 16 and me and my LO sleep on the couch all day of course I feed her when she needs to and change her but we have absolute no schedule i had my sleep schedule pretty good at one point but my bf works 2nd shift(2:30pm-2:30am) and I never get to spend time with him....I wanna get me and the baby on a schedule but I'm also so tired during the day and up all night and the house is so trashed I cleaned the kitchen the other day but just sat down and didn't clean anything else...I feel like a horrible mom cuz my LO is 2 months and still dont have her on a good schedule I never put her down in her play pen or her crib she just cries if I put her down because I've been holding her so much. I cant help it I just want to hold her all the time but also want to get stuff done around the house😔