Scared

Scheduled for a c-section tommorw and of course theres many emotions going on .. one of them being terrified of something going wrong and me leaving my babies behind (my two year old and my newborn ) 😢 I hate this ... this is my second c-section..my first one went great.. I just hate the unknown . . And I hate that tonight I'm going to be dropping my son off at my moms since its schedule at 5:30am.. and I won't get to see him before I go in.. ughhhhh...