I keep telling myself if I’m not pregnant this month, I’m going to stop trying. And if it happens on it’s own, then it happens.

I am currently 9/10dpo.

2 days ago I took a FRER, one of the digitals bc I’m out of cheapies. I know it was probably to early to test but i couldn’t resist. Ofcourse it came back as a “NO-”. I keep telling myself that it was way too early for that test to pick something up even if I am pregnant. But it’s so hard not to think about being out this month, YET AGAIN.

This is month 16 of TTC.

Any words of encouragement? Happy/positive stories ? I just hate being so bummed out . I feel like everyone is getting pregnant . Although I am extremely happy for everyone who is expecting, I can’t help but wonder if My fiancé and i will ever get to experience the joy of pregnancy and parenting😕

Last night while i was sulking after getting home from a birthday party with so many babies, I saw this . I can’t help but think maybe it’s a sign.