Bad trip is making my depression worse.

Ivy

Might be putting this in the wrong place but I don't know where else to put it.

I went to Austin with friends this past weekend for a music festival. One "friend" brought an unexpected guest and made me feel shitty for everything I decided to do (skipped going out because I got really sick and sun burnt. They still went out. Wanted to go to a candy store to get my mom some stuff and didn't want to ride those motorized scooters you use the app with). I already felt bad because I have recurring nightmares which I had on Friday which tore me down a lot, and he eventually made me cry because of how he was treating me. I drove the 4 hours home and when i got to my room i cried for about an hour. No one wants to talk to me so I feel really unwanted and just want to stay in bed.