About 3 weeks ago I got of a 2 year relationship. I loved and adored the man. However, I spent so much time crying throughout our relationship that when it was over I only cried because I didn’t miss him the way I thought I would. Doesn’t mean I don’t miss the conversations or his smile. I just don’t miss putting up with his crap. Now everyone keeps telling me that if I try dating that it’ll help me. So Saturday I went on a date with a really sweet guy. I felt out of my comfort zone and nervous. We went to his apartment and watched a few scary movies. Nothing else happened. While we sat there he leaned over to grab my waist and I let him but on the inside I just wasn’t ready to be touched.. He asked me if it was too early to ask me out out or if we should do a few more dates. I said a few more dates but I’m just not ready to be official with anyone... I wanna give a chance but at the same time I don’t feel that I’m ready. I don’t wanna force myself either.