We just got home today after an emergency c section. I haven’t pooped since friday☹️☹️☹️my in laws who don’t speak English are with us in our tiny apt and keep asking me to eat. Literally I can’t. No room. And I just weighed myself and weigh two pounds MORE than when I went into the hospital. I’m vegan so I’ve only eaten fruit and nuts, people always “forgot” to bring me. Last night I was in tears because the nurses didn’t give me pain meds and I’m too much of a baby to ask.

I feel like I have ptsd from the emergency c sdction. I keep reliving it but feeling the pain from it. Idk what is wrong with me

Also, The scale really upset me. I know it’s dumb and I shouldn’t care but I already felt terrible and now weighing more than I did 9 months pregnant feels so crappy. Hormones 🙄