So I've never posted but I guess now's a good a time as any. My husband and I started our journey last September. He is 40 and I'm 26. He had a vasectomy almost 13 years ago. He was placed on TRT due to having low t and after being in the world of bodybuilding and powerlifting he had a history of steroid use to overcome. He came off his TRT and onto clomid (or however you spell it). We had his aspiration done Friday. They told us today that one side was fibrous with no sperm and the other had some sperm but not many were moving so they were unable to freeze anything. Now we have to decide if we continue this journey. Today to say I'm devastated and depressed is an understatement. I know how miserable.my hubby is being off test and his levels are at 150. So I feel selfish asking him to stay off until this October and trying again this time having my egg retrieval and his sperm drawn together to use right away. But idk if it's worth it. I'm just at a loss. Any suggestions or words of encouragement or guidance would be appreciated.