Ugh!! Why?!

Ive been TTCing for 15 months, put in such a amazing effort this month that we didnt even realize that i was ovulating!! So happy! Got a faint positive today!!! Yay right!? Of course not, my fucking period just came a day early.. like biggest excitement and let down! I was also told that a couple i know got pregnant unexpectedly and she took those abortion pills because "they really didn't want to have another one" all i want to do is cry. why do people who dont deserve a baby get pregnant ao easily but those who do have so much trouble!?! Im so over this... what a bullshit day. Thank you for the rant.