Maybe tmi but BFP soon???

I’m 11 dpo and this wait is killing me been having these symptoms quite early so my boobs were hurting around 6- 8 dpo and still are now I had light cramping only on one side off and on like around that same time maybe implantation idk cause I’ve never had that feeling!!! I even threw up once at night after eating cereal, I thought that was a little weird I also have dark blue blood veins on my nipple and boobs but idek why those are there I’ve never had them also my cm is quite weird this month first it was white and thick then I believe I had post ovulation mucus and then dry and now watery, thin and stick ???!!! this is my 6th month trying and I’m trying not to get my hopes up but, BFP soon maybe? Also forgot to mention my left boob has been itching a decent amount like I might scratch it raw??🤷🏻‍♀️ and also back pain in the middle of my back and lower