Feeling discouraged

Crystal • 4 failed IUIs before Fresh IVF cycle July 2016 which resulted in my 3 year old daughter. FET Jan 2018 resulted in miscarriage. August FET #2 & October #3 & January #4 failed. Round 2 of IVF June 2019 failed. Surprise natural BFP Nov 2019🤞

I had a fresh transfer on the 18th with a nice early blast. Beta is tomorrow and I surprisingly haven't tested. Only symptoms I'm having are that AF is on the way. I'm trying to remain hopeful but it's hard with no symptoms. This process is so frustrating