Firstly I really wanna have sex, but I’m still a virgin at 20 and I know everyone says wait for the right person but I kinda wanna just get my first time over with bcos otherwise I’m making it such a big deal, there’s this boy who if I literally met up with him we’d have sex, but he presumes I’ve already had it, so that’s a problem , and also ivekinda had a difficult experience with mental health so I’m kinda scared if I had sex it would freak me out and cause mental relapse ... but I’m so desperate for it lol help me out