Hey Ladies!

I thought I’d come and share some of my thoughts with you all hoping that one of you may have some kind words to change my attitude.

So pretty much I’ve deemed myself not worthy or just incredibly unlucky when it comes to love. My last proper relationship has absolutely ruined my self confidence and esteem and I’ve become some sort of nervous wreck when it comes to trying to find a man. Every fling that I’ve had since my ex has been ruined by my ex and I just put an end to even trying again. I just deemed myself that I’d be single all my life, however, last week I found a man whom I’ve been friends with for a while who said he liked me. I wanted to have something with me so I agreed. But here’s the twist... over the past two days he hasn’t really spoken to me and is now almost ghosting me again. I feel awful. I just have no idea what I’m doing wrong and I just feel like giving up completely. I know it may be to quick to judge and it could be my anxiety starting up I just dont feel like it’s right. Anyone got any advice to change my thoughts?