Struggling with finding out the gender

Help! We got our genetic results back today and I picked up the envelope with the gender from our doctors office. My husband really wants to know this time since it’s our second. With our first we waited until birth to find out the gender. I am seriously really struggling with this. I want to know but I also really want a girl and I’m going to be devastated if it’s not. Obviously healthy is all that really matters but I don’t know if I can handle the gender disappointment if it’s not a girl this time around. What do I do?!