I’m so devastated I’ve never felt so low in my life has this happened to anyone besides me?? Plz comment if so

Ok long story short I’ve had a laparoscopic surgery done last year for both my tubes blocked after that I was told to try on my own for 3 months and nothing worked so he said let’s do the surgery again because they are probably blocked again but I didn’t go back to doit again so I can try a little more that surgery hurt so bad for 2 weeks it was so hard on me so now it’s been a year I went and got another HSG done and they showed me on the machine that my tubes were blocked again and so big they looked like balloons as soon as I saw that on the screen I balled my eyes out I cried the whole day that really killed me seeing that now I have to do surgery again 😢 and he said my tubes are most likely damaged and he can’t save them anymore and he said I would have to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> it hurts how doctors think anyone can do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iVF</a> it cost 25K he said it’s ok your still young you can always take your tubes out and do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> after so that means I need <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> every time I want a baby 25 thousand every time they don’t understand some of us don’t have money like that for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> if one round doesn’t work and then another Idk I’m just so hurt right I’ve been TTC FOR 8 years 8 long years has anyone else went through this and got pregnant? And then my Pap smear test didn’t go good they said they saw abnormal cells and now I need a biopsy it’s just bad news after bad news 😢😢