What’s wrong with me?

Ashley • 02/09/18 Matteo, 01/24/19 Sage

From a young age I’ve always admired women of color. I myself am white, and my husband is Hispanic/ white. I’ve dreamed of having a daughter of color, I’ve always tried to keep myself informed. I have two beautiful boys with my husband but one day I’d like to adopt, my husband is uncomfortable with having a child that’s not biologically his. It’s very upsetting for me, and I feel like there is something wrong with me because I crave this so badly.