Well little lady is still breech so I’m scheduled for a C section next week and am feeling pretty crushed. I’ll never get to go into labor naturally now or have a vaginal delivery. I won’t get to hold my baby right away. This is baby number one so it feels like these experiences are all getting taken away from me.

I’m so upset. I know I’m the end healthy baby is what matters but it seems so unfair. I’ve done all the “right” things along the way and remained pretty positive through ever negative part and still end up not getting anywhere near my plan for delivery