Mentally not okay

Odalis

So I broke down in tears today I couldn’t hold back any longer. My husband and I have been ttc for almost two years now and I got pregnant In August and lost my baby in November. We have kept trying since then but nothing. Tonight I’m officially defeated I feel less of a woman and all I want to do is cry and I’m in a gray area. I don’t have any one to talk to about it so I’m here ranting. What can I do I need help.