How do you deal with approaching your due date?

I don’t know how to really say this but I feel like I’m slowly losing it as my original due date approaches (July 11). I sadly have two of these dates to dread (Nov 13 was my second due date) but I just want to stay positive and get through this. I feel like everyone I know is pregnant, even though I know that’s not the case, but my heart is just so heavy. How have you coped with passing a day that should have made you a mommy?

Side note is I find out next Tuesday if we can start trying again. I had surgery for a uterine septum removal so I hope all is ok and we can at least try again soon!