I’m so loss. I don’t know how to grieve. This is my second miscarriage I lost my first one at 8 weeks then this one at 19 weeks. We had just had a gender reveal the Saturday before I lost her. I went to my anatomy scan and she had no heartbeat that following Thursday. I feel like it’s all my fault. I wasn’t able to keep much food down and always threw up my prenatals. I was stress at work and my hormones made

me very irritated with my partner.

I’m so resentful to every pregnant person I see that I basically have been off all social media sites except this app. I hate that I feel so broken like I’m less of a woman cause I can’t do this basic function. Then every morning the first thing that’s on my mind is my baby girl. I wake up from the same dream of my holding her little body and my spouse crying as we try to find ourselves in our little girls face. Then to not even know why we lost her is the most painful part of it all.