Swim Team

This year is the first year in 5 years that I am not doing swim team. Instead, I'm getting ahead in school and doing summer pe and I am working out by myself. I was talking to my friend who has been on swim team with me and she was like "what do you even do all day?". I said " I clean my room, watch TV, work out, play the piano, and practice singing(because I want to sing for the rest of my life)." Then she said that it's unhealthy because I'm not doing anything. But in summer pe we run a mile everyday, intense core workouts, and we play real sports games. It hurt my feelings because she knows I hate my body as is, and I am an undiagnosed bulimic, and I am completely insecure. This is me....

sorry dont have a full body phto