HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ADDICTED TO A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP

I find myself addicted to the toxic relationship with my baby daddy

I have a therapist and we are trying to work through why I feel the need to keep coming back & I cry wondering why I am the way I am

But I also know I can’t be the only one.. I can’t be alone

I meet nice guys, I’m never interested yet I find myself bored and almost disgusted because it feels fake

My baby daddy talks shit to me, then says sorry and everything is fine.

And then we have amazing sex and the toxic cycle continues

Am I addicted to the challenge?

The amazing sex we have?

Him treating me like shit.. I almost feel like it turns me on...?

It’s weird I know but I would

Like to know y’alls opinions and or if I’m not alone