We made a deal

Here's a little background to this story.. I'm one of those people who can't watch a tv(or really even a movie) with to much suspense. I cried during Godzilla because I'm a freak? And it sucks! There are so many good shows out there that I would love to watch and be able to enjoy but I get so on edge and it fills me with anxiety. I can watch comedys, and animated shoes and stuff, although I did watch Psych because that's his favorite. So there's that..

Anyway. I've been engaged for about a year now(I am now 20 and he is 21) and we have been together for 4 years. I've had such a hard time planning our wedding and figured I'd give it some time before we made an official plans, we are still young. Recently I've just been ready to get started, I want to marry him more than anything in the world so we talked about it.

He told me that if I watched Breaking Bad with him, every second of every episode, he would help me plan our wedding. I've watched bits and pieces of the show and EVERY SINGLE EPISODE MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAM. There is constantly a problem, and I know how it ends and it's definitely not HEA. But he's sticking to our deal, the jerk. 😂 I need and want to do this, which means

I need some tips to get through the damn thing without losing my mind so I can get married. Help!

Here's the ring just cuz 😊