😓tired depressed cramps so intense..

As each time i use the bathroom i see bits & pieces of what looks like what would of been my little baby and its soo depressing then lately me & my boyfriend have been arguing on and off 🤦🏽‍♀️ this morning we had a argument something unnecessary wasn’t worth it.. i was working during the day so didnt really talk.. didn’t have much to say to him i felt hurt & numb.. debating if i wanted to end the relationship or not..(honestly really dont but with me being so emotional lately i just been everywhere!!) and so we go a couple hours of not talking.. he texts me around 8:50 pm saying “im in the hospital “ i didnt know what to think heart dropped to my stomach or somewhere.. just filled with freight and sadness i been feeling depressed on & off .. dealing with bullshit at work.. home issues it’s just so much.. these cramps are sooo fucking intense and terrible!! And I just keep getting a urge to just push.. and push til i feel what looks like bits of my little baby 😔... i cannot wait for this GYN appointment on july 2nd !!

Can you all please please pray for me and my boyfriend i will be praying for you all as well