I’ve just about had all I can take

This whole pregnancy has been one thing after the next. We’ve had so many scares and they have all turned out to be okay. Which is horrible to deal

With so much after two losses in a row. Now today just 45 mins ago I get a call saying my blood work came back and I have a 1 In 34 chance of this baby having a Neural Tube Defect. 😭 she says don’t worry we will do an ultrasound in a week and check. I have already googled and it already sounds scary and horrible! My husband is convinced we will be fine and it’s just another scare. I on the other hand will worry for the next week. And wonder how many more scares can we have!? 😭I’m just heartbroken at this point. Please pray for us.